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If Someone Gives You an Option, Choose What You Want
There is a moment, small and seemingly insignificant, that separates a life built by design from one of quiet acceptance. Someone offers you a choice. "What would you like to drink?" "Which of these time slots works for you?" "Which project are you most interested in leading?"
For many of us, the conditioned response is immediate and self-effacing. "Oh, whatever is easiest for you." "I'm happy with anything." "You choose." We say this to be polite, to be low-maintenance, to be grateful for being included at all. This habit, forged in a childhood where options were scarce and gratitude was a survival tactic, becomes a silent cage in our adult lives.
Our upbringing often taught us that wanting something specific was a burden. It was better to be easy, to be content with what you were given, to never make a fuss. But this constant deference comes at a steep cost: the erosion of your own desires and the inability to recognize your own standards. Meanwhile, a different reality exists. Through privilege—whether financial, social, or emotional—some people learn a fundamental lesson: Choice isn't a luxury. It is a tool for building a life you love. You are allowed to have standards. You do not have to contend with the life you are given; you can curate it.
The Psychology of the Deferred Choice
When you consistently say, "I don't mind," you are doing more than just being polite. You are engaging in a subtle act of self-erasure.
You Train People to Ignore Your Preferences: Eventually, people stop asking. They assume you truly have no opinion, and your needs become an afterthought. You become background noise in the symphony of other people's decisions.
You Lose Touch with Your Own Desires: If you never practice listening to your internal compass—that quiet voice that says "I'd prefer the window seat" or "I'm more passionate about this topic"—the voice grows faint. You become a stranger to yourself.
You Frame Your Needs as an Inconvenience: The underlying belief is, "My wants are not important enough to impose on others." This is a direct relic of a scarcity mindset, where you learned to take up as little space as possible.
This pattern, while born of adaptation, is ill-suited for a world where asserting your preference is how you access better opportunities, better relationships, and a more authentic life.
Privilege and the Pedagogy of Choice
It is crucial to understand this not as a personal failing, but as a learned behavior. In environments of abundance—whether of money, time, or emotional security—choice is a constant teacher.
A child who is routinely asked, "What would you like for dinner?" or "Which hobby would you like to try?" learns through repetition:
My opinion matters.
I am an active participant in shaping my experience.
I can discern what I like and dislike.
This is not about spoiling a child; it is about teaching them agency. They carry this foundational belief into adulthood. They enter a negotiation expecting their terms to be considered. They leave relationships that don't meet their standards. They choose the career path that ignites their passion, not just the one that is offered. They were taught that having standards is their right, not a privilege to be earned.
The Power of a Simple Choice
The path to unlearning deference and reclaiming your agency begins not with life-altering decisions, but with the smallest, safest opportunities.
The next time someone offers you a genuine option, your mission is to pause the autopilot response of "I don't mind." Take a breath and state a preference.
Start here:
At a café: "I'll have the cappuccino, please." (Not "Whatever you're having.")
Scheduling a meeting: "The 2 p.m. slot works better for me." (Not "Any time is fine.")
Choosing a film: "I'd really like to see that new comedy." (Not "I'm happy with anything.")
This seems trivial, but it is a form of psychological weightlifting. Each conscious choice is a rep that strengthens your "decision muscle" and reinforces your identity as someone who has preferences. It is a quiet declaration to yourself: I exist here, and my wants are valid.
From Small Choices to Life Standards
As you become more comfortable with small choices, you can graduate to applying this mindset to the architecture of your life. This is where you move from choosing a drink to choosing your standards.
1. In Your Career: Stop being grateful for any job. Start identifying what you want: a supportive manager, opportunities for growth, a respectful culture. Choose to pursue roles that align with these standards, not just the first one offered.
2. In Your Relationships: Stop contending with the bare minimum. Decide what you want: reciprocity, emotional safety, shared values. Choose to invest in relationships that meet these standards and distance yourself from those that consistently don't.
3. With Your Time: Stop feeling guilty for guarding your energy. Choose what you want to spend your time on. Learn to say "no" to requests that drain you without needing to offer a "good enough" excuse. Your desire to rest is reason enough.
Redefining Gratitude
This is not a call to become demanding or ungrateful. It is a call to refine what you are grateful for.
Be grateful for the ability to choose.
Be grateful for the self-respect to know what you want.
Be grateful for the courage to ask for it.
The most profound form of gratitude is not passive contentment with what you are given; it is the active, joyful participation in creating a life that feels truly your own. It is honoring the journey you've been on by refusing to let its limitations define your destination.
The invitation to choose is an invitation to selfhood. Every time someone gives you an option, they are handing you a brush and a small section of the canvas that is your life. You have been taught to hand the brush back and say, "You paint it. I'll be grateful for whatever it looks like." It is time to take the brush. Your no-so-good upbringing may have taught you gratefuless at the expense of your desires, but your present awareness can rewrite that script.
Your assignment is simple. Today, in a situation that feels low-stakes, you will be presented with a choice. Notice the impulse to defer. Feel the discomfort. And then, choose what you want. Not what is easiest, not what you think others want, but what you genuinely prefer. That single, deliberate act is a revolution. It is the first, firm stitch in weaving a life not of passive gratitude for what you get, but of active pride in what you have built.
